I wanted to fill my time and what better way to do that than to better myself. Starting this new journey, I knew I would finally pursue my dream of becoming a registered nurse. I also knew that I wanted to pursue more than just a registered nurse, RN license; I wanted to have an advanced career. A month into my second semester, it was the first year of Patrick's passing. Memories came flooding back from the time I was with him in the neonatal intensive care unit; I knew then that I wanted to advance my career working with babies like my son by becoming a neonatal nurse