When it came to commitment, the difference between me and my sister was despite my sister's opponents; he continued his studies and ended up finishing his general education early as proof of his commitment. Meanwhile, I was overcome by depression for about a year or two, which had cost me a few years of high school. My parents from when I was in 9th to 10th grade tried to take me to school every day, but I refused to go for some strange reason. I had an irrational mindset at the time. I was stuck and didn't know how to get out of my depression. I didn't feel like making any effort to get help or try to further my education