On the day of the test I woke up very early because I don't want to be late on this very important day. When I arrived at the test center, I was the first to arrive, I took the initiative to read some of my notebooks, but this only made me more nervous. After a few moments my classmate joins me waiting for the new registration. After re-registering we were finally allowed to enter the exam room, which is sooooo huge. Then the invigilators told us to sit on the desk which already provided the list, as soon as all the test participants sit in their places, the invigilators start distributing the answers and question papers. Without hesitation the security guard begins to read the rules and procedures for filling out both sheets. I listened carefully because I really don't want to fail just because of trivial mistakes from ignoring the rules. Both vigilantes have the same very serious face, in that case it makes me more nervous. At 9.00 the test started, I can handle the listening and reading part quite easily, but when I started to continue with the writing part, I simply forgot everything I had learned, I felt like stalling. I almost cried at that moment, I felt like I was just a big disappointment to my family, I will never be as good as my parents. I pray to God to help me give me