But I started to notice some changes in his behavior, I didn't think much about it but then I finally realized what it was. Encar had feelings for me but was too afraid to say anything. I don't blame her, I treated her like a sister and she didn't want to risk what we had for something that may or may not happen. Knowing this new information put me in a very difficult situation; Have I risked my six-year friendship or have I started a new chapter? The answer was right in front of me all along, but I was too stupid to notice