Remembering My Twenty-Year-Old Yuan chen Xue Growing up should be filled with many good moments, and sometimes, times that are not so good. I found this statement to be true when I “traveled” through my 20s and 21s. During this age, I have experienced some miserable things, which I never thought would actually happen to me. In my previous life, I first experienced the word called “loneliness”. Going back to March 2013, that was the beginning of it all. In that month I broke up with my first boyfriend. My first boyfriend and I met in high school. Until we broke up we were together for 4 years. At first we were just a couple of guys who wanted to spend every day together. She was so sweet and innocent